"Sorry, kid," Ray answered. "Not gonna happen. Got a couple more books for you, though, for whatever that's worth. Buzz Aldrin's memoirs, Two Sides of the Moon by David Scott and Alexei Leonov, 2001, 2010, 2063, and 3001, which finally deals with Frank Poole. Which one did you want first?"
He fully expected to get snotted at- snotting being two steps nastier than snarking- but he was still in a very good mood from some days back, so he felt pretty sure he was ready for that.
Ray nodded and slid the book along the floor so that it stopped just within Danny's reach. "Enjoy," he said. "I haven't read that one yet. The Aldrin's not too bad, when you're done."
He settled back into his chair and pulled out his own book, which was a small volume on qigong practice. Not that he was goign to get very wrapped up in it, but it was at least something other than staring.
For a few minutes, he tried to read, and then, frustrated, he threw the book to the floor and charged up a ball of green energy in his hands, hurling it at the shield in a Dragonball Z-ish fashion.
Punctuating each word with the pounding of his fists, he screamed, "LET! ME! OUT! NOW!" and he wailed, green light pouring from his mouth in waves as it pounded against the barrier. The shields shuddered, but held as they absorbed the energy.
That was enough to provoke a flinch, but Ray pulled himself together. "No I'm not," he answered. "There's a difference. He does it to be mean. I'm doing this to keep you from hurting people, or from doing something that'd cause other people to hurt you."
Not to mention that the second this is over, I owe you the world's biggest apology.
"Tempting," Ray said, "but somehow I don't think your world would thank me very much for that. Oh, sure, you might behave yourself for a while, but next thing you know you'd see someone who used to piss you off, and next thing you know- bang, zoom, they'd be an experiment in explosive decompression and you'd be well on your way to your very first killing spree. Nope. Not gonna do it. Sorry."
"No, Danny," Ray said firmly. "I don't deny that they deserve a good sound thumping and ought to make some kind of restitution, but they don't deserve that." He remembered, involuntarily, some of the vision the ring had given him. "And how many other people would be hurt along the way? People who never had anything to do with what happened to you? Not gonna happen."
"Tempting possibility, but no," Ray said. "A friend of mine apparently knows how to open the door so it leads into pretty much any world he wants. I figure if we point him at your world-"
He stopped, wincing, but the damage was probably already done.
"What are you going to do, Ray?" Danny said, his face lighting up. "Are you going to find my friends? Is that it? Do you think they can do any better than you? Do you think I wouldn't kill them if I could right now? My emotions were my weakness; the fact that I ever cared about them was what made me weak."
Ray stared at him, lips thinning for a moment; then he shook his head. "You're going to regret saying that one day," he said. "And I don't think you're free of that weakness, either. Wanting revenge is still an emotion. It's going to get you in a lot of trouble one day."
Pause.
"... that sounded better before I actually said it out loud."
"Nothing. I...I must've twitched or something. Because I'm being cramped all the time because of you." He shook it off. "Anyway, like I said, I'll probably enjoy it, tearing them from--"
There was another tic of his subconscious, this time to fly headfirst into the field, you jerk! making him bounce off onto the floor, painfully.
Ray just smiled. "You tell me," he said, sticking his hands in his pockets. "Because whatever it is, if I'm doing it it's so subtle that even I don't know that I'm doing what I'm doing. Believe me, if I could psychokinetically control ghosts' movements I would've done it a long time ago. Hey, as long as we're at it, do you do loop-de-loops?"
Ray's expression changed at that, shifting from guarded glee to open desperation in an instant. He shot forward as far as the first barrier, stopping just short of the outermost energy field. "Danny? Danny, hang on, buddy, we're going to help you- gods, Danny, I'm so sorry-"
All things considered this was probably not the best response to the situation. The fury was, after all, the stronger of the visible emotions. But Ray, for all that he was a genius, was the heart and not the brain of the team- and that guided his actions, more often than not, regardless of the possible consequences.
He was holding his head now, and looking confused and pained, as if he had a splitting headache. "This isn't supposed to be happening! I'm not supposed to feel this way!"
He felt...guilty. He was horrible. He was horrible and ashamed of himself, and no, no, this couldn't be happening, he felt hatred, and anger, and underneath all of it, hurt...
And...
And who was he?
Was he a hero?
Was he a freak?
Was he a monster?
Was he something else entirely? Was he some hideous amalgam of them all?
"STOP IT!" And then he was wailing again, with enough force that the generators nearly overloaded and failed, like before. However, Egon's upgrades and Harper's tweaks just managed to prevent that from happening--but only just.
The last throw took something out of him, but he's gonna move-
Reflexively, Ray pillbugged, pulling into a ball that any child of the Fifties would recognize as the instinctive form of 'duck and cover'. He peeked out and over in Danny's direction when the wail stopped.
If Danny's friends didn't turn up soon, he was going to have to get Eddie to open the door to Amity Park after all.
We're one person. That means I'm just as strong as you. That means you can't live without me.
You can't live without me either.
Then we'll just have to see who comes out on top.
It didn't matter which part of Danny's psyche was saying which, really. After his tantrum and mental, he was left in a kneeling position, swaying slightly. He fell over on his face and curled up in a ball, holding his head, very still.
"I'm sorry, Danny," he repeated; and then, because it really seemed like the closest he would ever get again to anything safe, he went back to his folding chair and sat down with his own book.
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Date: 2006-01-15 12:33 am (UTC)He fully expected to get snotted at- snotting being two steps nastier than snarking- but he was still in a very good mood from some days back, so he felt pretty sure he was ready for that.
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Date: 2006-01-15 12:39 am (UTC)Some things about him hadn't changed, and never would, and one of them was his burning desire to see outer space.
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Date: 2006-01-15 12:43 am (UTC)He settled back into his chair and pulled out his own book, which was a small volume on qigong practice. Not that he was goign to get very wrapped up in it, but it was at least something other than staring.
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Date: 2006-01-15 12:49 am (UTC)"LET ME OUT!"
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Date: 2006-01-15 12:52 am (UTC)It was going to be one of those shifts.
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Date: 2006-01-15 01:04 am (UTC)"Temper tantrums aren't going to help, you know," he said when he thought Danny might be able to hear him again.
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Date: 2006-01-15 01:11 am (UTC)"You're just--you're just like Dash, just locking me away, stuffing me in my locker--" he said furiously, gesticulating wildly with his hands.
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Date: 2006-01-15 01:18 am (UTC)Not to mention that the second this is over, I owe you the world's biggest apology.
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Date: 2006-01-15 01:29 am (UTC)The funny thing was, he probably wasn't lying this time. A long prison stay gets you thinking about things.
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Date: 2006-01-15 02:01 am (UTC)He stopped, wincing, but the damage was probably already done.
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Date: 2006-01-15 02:15 am (UTC)Pause.
"... that sounded better before I actually said it out loud."
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Date: 2006-01-15 02:36 am (UTC)It was then that he had the uncontrollable subconscious urge to punch yourself in the face!
"OW!"
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Date: 2006-01-15 02:37 am (UTC)"What the heck was that for?" Ray wondered aloud.
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Date: 2006-01-15 02:42 am (UTC)"Nothing. I...I must've twitched or something. Because I'm being cramped all the time because of you." He shook it off. "Anyway, like I said, I'll probably enjoy it, tearing them from--"
There was another tic of his subconscious, this time to fly headfirst into the field, you jerk! making him bounce off onto the floor, painfully.
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Date: 2006-01-15 02:48 am (UTC)Blink. Blink.
"O-ho," he said, almost gleefully. "Iiiiiii know something youuuuuu don't know...."
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Date: 2006-01-15 02:55 am (UTC)Make me!
He shot sideways into the field, slamming his side and shoulders against it then dropped again.
"What are you doing to me?" he demanded of Ray.
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Date: 2006-01-15 03:31 am (UTC)And the thing was, even though he couldn't understand why...he felt like he deserved it.
As he sat up, he blurted out, weakly, "I won't ever hurt them!"
Then he knew what had been causing him to hurt himself, and looked even more furious--and maybe a bit scared.
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Date: 2006-01-15 03:34 am (UTC)All things considered this was probably not the best response to the situation. The fury was, after all, the stronger of the visible emotions. But Ray, for all that he was a genius, was the heart and not the brain of the team- and that guided his actions, more often than not, regardless of the possible consequences.
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Date: 2006-01-15 05:18 am (UTC)He was holding his head now, and looking confused and pained, as if he had a splitting headache. "This isn't supposed to be happening! I'm not supposed to feel this way!"
He felt...guilty. He was horrible. He was horrible and ashamed of himself, and no, no, this couldn't be happening, he felt hatred, and anger, and underneath all of it, hurt...
And...
And who was he?
Was he a hero?
Was he a freak?
Was he a monster?
Was he something else entirely? Was he some hideous amalgam of them all?
"STOP IT!" And then he was wailing again, with enough force that the generators nearly overloaded and failed, like before. However, Egon's upgrades and Harper's tweaks just managed to prevent that from happening--but only just.
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Date: 2006-01-15 05:23 am (UTC)Reflexively, Ray pillbugged, pulling into a ball that any child of the Fifties would recognize as the instinctive form of 'duck and cover'. He peeked out and over in Danny's direction when the wail stopped.
If Danny's friends didn't turn up soon, he was going to have to get Eddie to open the door to Amity Park after all.
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Date: 2006-01-15 05:32 am (UTC)You can't live without me either.
Then we'll just have to see who comes out on top.
It didn't matter which part of Danny's psyche was saying which, really. After his tantrum and mental, he was left in a kneeling position, swaying slightly. He fell over on his face and curled up in a ball, holding his head, very still.
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Date: 2006-01-15 05:34 am (UTC)"I'm sorry, Danny," he repeated; and then, because it really seemed like the closest he would ever get again to anything safe, he went back to his folding chair and sat down with his own book.
It was gonna be a long night.